jitters of joy

strangely, this has been the most unstressful 'finals week' in my college career.
one day. sweetly spaced out with time to study in between. done.
some more scattered packing,
a study break party at the daudt's house,
a guitar and summer-goals party in my neighbor's room for the fearsome foursome
a prayer circle on the bed
some shed tears and hugs
and
i'm
done.

the jitters are in my stomach mostly, then they spread until my limbs are trembly

i know i'm gonna kiss the ground when i get there

after kissing my parents and sisters, of course

after taking my first ever international flight sola

so excited, so excited

see ya on the other end
coz
i'm
done.